Alhamdulillah this is my last day fasting for 6 days . Yahoo!!! although a little bit late compare to other people, but nevermind....i'm still satisfied with it...Amin thank you Allah:)
now I realize, more mistake that we did, the heart will be more painful.
so need to non-stop recharge imaan always
but as of today, I feel so happy (although facing some problems at the workplace for these few days)
I'm Happy thank you Allah!!! :) :)
these last few days are so horrible...i faced continuous problem.. ohh..so stress..and the most is when i am SO FAR FROM ALLAH..I LOST THE TRACK FOR A WHILE..AND MY RAMADHAN IS THE WORST FOR THIS YEAR..Subhanallah :(
my heart feel so dry for everything..no mood at all.it's so bad
i want to cry but I can't...my tears is dried.it's very hurt
it's so cold and dark...where am I?
so I ask help from Allah...a very very need for help
Allah please help me oh Allah...i need you please ya Allah..
i feel so hurt inside...i feel nothing
after a few days..i think i will get a happy day or some reward or gift from Allah so i can find my way back..
but Allah is so Powerful..He heard my voice..He don't want me to be so far from Him
and know what..
He tested me a few days after that
a test that make me felt so stress..SO SO STRESS...URGHHH...
like i'm playing violin in the centre of dark sea
but then after all the stress and make my knees down...here comes the time for me when only Allah can help me.
and after a week stress He gives me a good news to release my stress..and make me smile..besides, I settled my 6days fasting today Alhamdulillah ya Allah:) i'm so happy now.
happy not bcoz of the world but bcoz i know He is so close to me that He can heard my voice and show me His so much love to me:)
I love you too Allah!!!!
